Yesterday was Austin's 16th birthday, and my heart aches as I am unable to wish him a Happy Birthday. I can only imagine what a wonderful young man he is becoming!
As I bide my time waiting till all four of my children can become of an age where their father can no longer interfere. It kills me every day to not have them in my lives and that I can not be in their lives. I want nothing more than for each of them to be loved and cared for. I can only hope for the best and hope that one day when they come to find me that they will understand that it wasn't my doing that caused me to not be a part of their lives.
I have missed out on so much.
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